You

In about 6 hours time, I am going to fly off to Hong Kong to start off a relaxing trip, after tiresome weeks before this special day. The weeks that I toiled in the extremely cold air-conditioned courts, lockup, CJC band room, Performing Arts Centre and in the cold rain that poured down on me when I was on duty around the UOB building had finally led to this break that was much needed for my tired body. However, of all times I had left overseas, this time round, my heart really felt heavy and worried. Especially for my love one, the one who treat as equal to my own family members whom had been around me for years.

My lovely Koala Bear, I know you are going through an especially hard and difficult transitional phase at work, which was further compounded by the stressful environment at home and a lack of decent sleep for the past few days. It is an exceptionally trying time for you to go through so many elements of stress, sadness and regrets, yet stuck with a boyfriend who can hardly really understand the things that are pressuring you day by day, night by night. However, my lovely Koala, though he may be a fool in such matters of the heart, your little Joey shares your roller coaster bound emotions as he rides through the days with you. When you are at the top of roller coaster, Joey feels like he is on top of the world, his emotions running higher than the tallest mountains that reign the earth. When you dip into that slow low curve of the roller coaster ride, Joey feels like he is in the deepest depths of hell, his heart sinking into the base of his stomach. He is too perhaps the only few who really care and worry about you wherever he may be in this big globe that never fail to turn when you are around.

Koala Bear, though I am the most incapable to give you the best or understand you the fullest in this world, but I will say that I am the most capable of loving you and being there for you when you are happy, sad, jealous, grieving etc. Dear, please do take care of yourself when I am not around and I really do hope that the days will be better for you in time to come. Your happy face has etched deeply into my heart and I am set to give you what little to have to give you this happiness forever. Please take care of yourself when I am not around k? I will always think of and be worried for you wherever my feet lands.

Though this 3 words may have been wrongly used in many instances, but I know somewhere in our hearts, we both know this is at its truest and fullest meaning whenever I say it to you while I hug and kiss you.

I love you.

Always.