After 2 short but highly eventful days, i am going to book in today again =(.... NS as usual is not very enticing and I recently finished my shooting lessons this week. From the results, It can be proven that i am a damn lousy shooter =p... There goes my marksmanship... zzz.... Next week shan't be very fun either, especially in my impending failure for ippt on wednesday... ekkks...
Saturday was the day when i did something that i had never done in life before which failed quite utterly... I did fell in to self-doubt of myself, at the same time, plunge into some kind of emptiness in the initial moments... However, while sitting on the esplanade rooftop, i thought through my stupidity and self-recklessness, what i really wanted in life and what i yearn for the things i cherish and like. All these finally lift myself out of the gloom that enroached me for the day. I came into a conclusion over the true definitions of "like" and simply prayed for true simple happiness for them. After that, though i have slight relapses of sadness, i am basically fine now =)....
For now, i am just worrying about my uniform inspection tmr and my uncomplete police hw!!!!! ARGHHHH.... I wanna swim swim swim and run run run!!!! =))
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